"Handguns And Second Chances" lyrics

To kill the whitest looking dove
To hate everything I love
And I'm trying to pretend
That in wanting life to end
That I am not another stupid
Little teenage fucking bore

And now I know
And we will see
And now I know
And we will see

To take this handgun to my eyes
And watch my cells start to rise
The flesh now starts to break
As the bullet enters like a snake
Through one side of my head
And out the other one

And now I know
And we will see
And now I know
And we will see

And I'm too scared to live tonight
I'm too bare to shed my plight

I'm too scared to live tonight
Too damn bored to shed my plight
Please tell me I'm not wanted
Please tell me I'm not wanted
Watch the bones rip through my flesh
Catharsis of my own distress
Please tell me I'm not wanted
Please tell me I'm not scared

And now I know
And we will see
And now I know
And we will see