"One Eight Seven" lyrics

It's so nice sitting very still
In a room where no one else can feel
The pain that breaks my heart each day
I'm not ok
And sunlight shining through my window
Lets me know that I'm still alive
But why did I ever let you inside my heart?
I'm such a fool
I paint my face in shades of blood and grey
And take the seat right next to me
But I should have known that you were a killer
But now I'm dead

A gaping hole shot through my heart
A lost connection from your poison dart
Shot from your tongue to end my life
But in your blowing at the fire you light your strife

You'll never know, oh yeah
You'll never know, oh no
The hardest thing about dying is
Knowing you'll never see the light of day

A gaping hole... shot through my heart
A lost connection from your poison dart
My head now spins and my ears bleed gold
And I try so fucking hard, but I can't fit your mold

The hardest thing about dying is
Knowing you'll never see the light of day
The hardest thing about dying is
Knowing you'll never see the light of day

You ripped my heart out
You tore my eyes out
Now you're gonna pay
I'll stab you one time
I'll eat your heart out
So you feel my pain
Don't you know that
I always see you
In all of my dreams?
I wanna kill you
I wanna kill you
Now I'm insane

I wanna kill you
I wanna kill you
Now I'm insane

I wanna kill you
I wanna kill you
Now I'm insane