"Absolve" lyrics

Moments growing colder
Maybe in time, I'll feel somethin'
Was my pain already chosen
Will I ever find my closure, closure, cause it's torture

I lived in the minute
And didn't think you'd leave
I'm feelin' so foolish
To live in fantasy
How could I have reached out
To end things differently
Built around your sin
I pray, absolve me of this

Rivaled by the pain that drowns you out
I've been branded by your habits so it seems
How I cage my brain and swallow my own key
Release me of this shame, that set you free

I swore I knew you better
You left your body behind, what do I do
So now I'm caught in the middle and keep finding riddles
But I can't turn away, look away—

I lived in the minute
And didn't think you'd leave
I'm feelin' so foolish
To live in fantasy
How could I have reached out
What did you think of me
Built around your sin
I pray, absolve me of this

Rivaled by the pain that drowns you out
I've been branded by your habits so it seems
How I cage my brain and swallow my own key
Release me of this shame, that set you free

No more
I can't hold back tendencies
Leave me with bad memories
Some days I think of us and measure
Blue skies, yet so under the weather

I don't know why
The weight was too much to manage
Guess I won't understand the damage
Don't take any breaths for granted

Built around your sin
I pray, absolve me of this
Rivaled by the pain that drowns you out
I've been branded by your habits so it seems
How I cage my brain and swallow my own key
Release me of this shame, that set you free

No more