"Deadline" lyrics

Tell me I'm alive
I'm running out of time
I just need a sign
'Cause life and death never felt so alike
How will I make it with me on my own? (Me on my own)
Emptiness haunting is all I know
If something's left will show

They ask me to smile, don't care if I die
Fake isn't fake as long as I define
Wanna be fine for once in my life, I'm losing my mind
(I'm losing my mind)

And I will never see the light with my hands tied
Oh, I am not alright
Won't make it through the night
Tossing and turning, I can't stand my skin (Can't stand my skin)
Need this to stop, don't know where to begin
Oh, I will never see light
I missed the deadline

How am I supposed to ever stop
Hating my own heart with all I got?
Let you see me with my head held up but I know I've had enough

They ask me to smile, don't care if I die
Fake isn't fake as long as I define
Wanna be fine for once in my life, I'm losing my mind
(I'm losing my mind)

And I will never see the light with my hands tied
Oh, I am not alright
Won't make it through the night
Tossing and turning, I can't stand my skin (Can't stand my skin)
Need this to stop, don't know where to begin
Oh, I will never see light
I missed the deadline

Deadline
Free myself from this legacy
Don't wanna be my own enemy

And I will never see the light with my hands tied
Oh, I am not alright
Won't make it through the night
Tossing and turning, I can't stand my skin (Can't stand my skin)
Need this to stop, don't know where to begin
Oh, I will never see light
I missed the deadline