"Ghosts" lyrics

I feel it in the air, it's creeping up the stairs
To catch me in my sleep, when I am unprepared
There's something inside my room, soaking every wall
The ceiling used to be solid, not anymore
It wants me to give in
But where do I begin?

All my ghosts
Leave me haunted and they're not gone yet
Let me go
I can feel it, I am haunted

This is not my home
This is a fucking nightmare
This is not my home
This is nothing but despair
If I get their attention
My death might bring redemption
And the best of prevention
Is to give this an ending

All my ghosts
Leave me haunted and they're not gone yet
Let me go
I can feel it, I am haunted

(Even my soul left me alone)
(I held myself against this)
(Even my soul left me alone)
(Although I can't make it)
You can't offer me help
(Even my soul left me alone)
(I held myself against this)
(Even my soul)
The one I need to break is myself

Something's crawling in my mind
Hallucinations justified
A taste of blood I can't deny
A tumour deep inside

All my ghosts
Leave me haunted and they're not gone yet
Let me go
I can feel it, I am haunted

This is not my home
This is a fucking nightmare
This is not my home
This is nothing but despair