"Father" lyrics

There's a darkness where you left me
In this hole I have made a home
In this deep blue where it takes me
Feels stronger when I'm alone

But lonely don't seem
To do

In the glowing of the morning
In the dawning of the day
Couldn't bring you back
To where you would stay
And I wanna call my mother
But she'll just make me feel bad
About how long it's been
Since she has
Heard my voice
On the phone
And my fucking father
Won't leave me alone

And I called my mother
And she told me what to say
And she read my horoscope
What did the tarot cards say?
And I'm growing older
Don't need much from you
But I thank you for all that
You got me through

But I'm finally ready
Yes, I'm finally ready
I'm finally ready to go at it alone
Finally ready to go at it alone
I am ready to go at it alone