"Honesty" lyrics

[Shiki (TMNS):]
Honesty, honestly I don't know what it means
I'm keeping secrets behind the scenes
Drinking the poison my demons bring
Hoping I keep hidden everything
Out from plain sight. guess in hindsight, I'm not alright
I just grab mics, stay up all night
Battle my thoughts, lifelong fight
Love is so fickle, emotions so simple
I'm sorting my feelings on these instrumentals
Life is the longest and craziest riddle
You could say that again
All I really want is a painless end
Before anyone else, you were a fan
Baby I'm a wicked man
In your ear whisperin'

[Adam:]
Girl you know I promise, I'm honest
I won't let you go
Girl you know I promise, I'm honest
Thought I'd let you know
Girl you know I promise, I'm honest
I won't let you go
Girl you know I promise, I'm honest
Thought I'd let you know

[Shiki (TMNS):]
Honesty, it burns when it leaves from my lips
It stings when you give me a kiss
It hurts when you trust me like this
Show you a picture but there's always something you miss
I need to get me a grip
Always been sober but I need to get me a sip
Music my solace, the only thing that I do right all the time
Escaping in rhymes
I've stolen your heart, the most horrible crime
Corrupted your mind, you lost all your shine
You made a mistake when you said you were mine
I was the worst person that you could find
Put you through bullshit
I was an automatic gun with a full clip
Aimed at your heart
Tore it apart
These were the feelings I felt on the regular
But girl I promise, your love was spectacular
Sorry the suicide note was so bloody
Like my soul, I knew it had to be ugly
Sorry our love was demolished
Sorry I went and I broke every promise
Hopefully now that I'm gone your life can progress
Sorry I had to be dead, to be honest

[Adam:]
Girl you know I promise, I'm honest
I won't let you go
Girl you know I promise, I'm honest
Thought I'd let you know
Girl you know I promise, I'm honest
I won't let you go
Girl you know I promise, I'm honest
Thought I'd let you know