"all that remains" lyrics

I was off the drugs and I just lost myself
I never wanted to go down that road
I took my mask off the shelf
All that remains of me is yours to keep
Suffocate on the words that I can't say
I'm finding it hard to breathe

Yeah why do I get so pissed off
Loaded words like pistols
Always feelin' left out that's I why I just drift off
Had to flood my wrist up
Cause I know that I'ma star
Shadow team on the frontlines off the radar
I put all my time in this shit but did it pay off
I just got tired of living life in chaos
Evil forces with me like it's a seance
So much to say I just put it in the same songs

I was off the drugs and I just lost myself
I never wanted to go down that road
I took my mask off the shelf
All that remains of me is yours to keep
Suffocate on the words that I can't say
I'm finding it hard to breathe