"am i losing or winning" lyrics
(feat. Paul c5c, KayTwo)
[shinigami:]
I'm so exhausted
I'm so tired from the way I been living
Off drugs all day it's the devil I'm sinning
I had enough and it's just the begining
I can't tell if I'm losing or winning
Maybe it'll make sense when I'm finished
I don't wanna paint you as the villain
Put 6 shots in my head like I'm Krillin
This girl telling me that she miss me
I don't give a fuck I'm thrown like a frisbee
I need blue bills sealed up mad cripsy
This shit not a movie this shit is not Disney
This is my life I'm just watching my wrist bleed
You took a piece of my heart when you kissed me
If I let it this shit gonna kill me
I cannot let this shit kill me
Why the fuck you hit my phone at like 3AM
Don't know why the fuck I even answer
Gotta stop buggin out needa man up
I'm losing the fight put my hands up
Why the fuck you playin baby come home
I know you hear the songs that I wrote for you
Tryna' get better and it's all for you
I'm so exhausted
I'm so tired from the way I been living
Off drugs all day it's the devil I'm sinning
I had enough and it's just the begining
I can't tell if I'm losing or winning
Maybe it'll make sense when I'm finished
I don't wanna paint you as the villain
Put 6 shots in my head like I'm Krillin
[KayTwo:]
Keep a loose leaf and a ball point by my bed side
How come you always wanna paint me as the bad guy
My whole body in knots hung like a tie dye
It's hard for me to open up to you
Just know that I tried
I really fucking tried
Ain't none of these people know me
They just know that I get fly
All they know is that I get fry cook when I'm outside with the guys
I gotta keep shit moving til the pennies cover my eyes
[shinigami:]
I'm so exhausted
I'm so tired from the way I been living
Off drugs all day it's the devil I'm sinning
I had enough and it's just the begining
I can't tell if I'm losing or winning
Maybe it'll make sense when I'm finished
I don't wanna paint you as the villain
Put 6 shots in my head like I'm Krillin
[Paul:]
Damn I painted you perfect
Now you hand me that canvas I burn it
I been geeking was kind of a nerd kid
When I jump on the track I be earnest
I woke up got fly on some bird shit
You must be lucky you covered in bird shit
I'm signing a tee gotta work on my cursive
He pay that fee he happy with his purchase
I gotta ship that out real urgent
No I'm not stuck on the couch like a urchin
I gotta live to my full purpose
I gotta make this whole thing worth it
I'm so exhausted
I'm so tired from the way I been living
Off drugs all day it's the devil I'm sinning
I had enough and it's just the begining
I can't tell if I'm losing or winning
Maybe it'll make sense when I'm finished
I don't wanna paint you as the villain
Put 6 shots in my head like I'm Krillin
This girl telling me that she miss me
I don't give a fuck I'm thrown like a frisbee
I need blue bills sealed up mad cripsy
This shit not a movie this shit is not Disney
This is my life I'm just watching my wrist bleed
You took a piece of my heart when you kissed me
If I let it this shit gonna kill me
I cannot let this shit kill me
Why the fuck you hit my phone at like 3AM
Don't know why the fuck I even answer
Gotta stop buggin out needa man up
I'm losing the fight put my hands up
Why the fuck you playin baby come home
I know you hear the songs that I wrote for you
Tryna' get better and it's all for you
I'm so exhausted
I'm so tired from the way I been living
Off drugs all day it's the devil I'm sinning
I had enough and it's just the begining
I can't tell if I'm losing or winning
Maybe it'll make sense when I'm finished
I don't wanna paint you as the villain
Put 6 shots in my head like I'm Krillin
[KayTwo:]
Keep a loose leaf and a ball point by my bed side
How come you always wanna paint me as the bad guy
My whole body in knots hung like a tie dye
It's hard for me to open up to you
Just know that I tried
I really fucking tried
Ain't none of these people know me
They just know that I get fly
All they know is that I get fry cook when I'm outside with the guys
I gotta keep shit moving til the pennies cover my eyes
[shinigami:]
I'm so exhausted
I'm so tired from the way I been living
Off drugs all day it's the devil I'm sinning
I had enough and it's just the begining
I can't tell if I'm losing or winning
Maybe it'll make sense when I'm finished
I don't wanna paint you as the villain
Put 6 shots in my head like I'm Krillin
[Paul:]
Damn I painted you perfect
Now you hand me that canvas I burn it
I been geeking was kind of a nerd kid
When I jump on the track I be earnest
I woke up got fly on some bird shit
You must be lucky you covered in bird shit
I'm signing a tee gotta work on my cursive
He pay that fee he happy with his purchase
I gotta ship that out real urgent
No I'm not stuck on the couch like a urchin
I gotta live to my full purpose
I gotta make this whole thing worth it
