"crisis mentality" lyrics

Woke up from a nightmare I just came to
You can do everything right and they still blame you
Shit I live through can't relate to
Even when I'm off the drugs still in the same mood
I don't wanna give up even though I fucked up
Whipping so hard that my wrist stuck
Life can be a bitch huh
Off a couple sticks
Last man standing three pics' that's a quick clutch
Quick scope how I flick yeah

You live in my rearview getting further everyday
And I don't know if I can see you cause I know you never stay
Written in my blood I guess it has to be this way
Hot and cold I don't know why I always hesitate

Send me the coordinates going on a mission
You can keep on crying out nobody will listen
Exile wake up everyday in a prison
Ashes fall smoke clouding all my vision
Why you keep running back, you made the decision
Do this shit for sport everydays a competition
I would rather die then be stuck in this decision
I'm a sniper hit the target with precision

You live in my rearview, getting further everyday
And I don't know if I can see you cause I know you never stay
Written in my blood, I guess it has to be this way
Hot and cold I don't know why I always hesitate