"Holy Communion" lyrics

I, I guess you can consider me
A failure not an enemy
So stop me from breathing deep

The last thing that we share
Is a mutual family name
Blood we tried to clean
Has been polluted
When I lost yourself in the mirror
I guess that we won't grow old together

Why don't you push me just a little further this time?
I will be alright - you will have another try
And I know it's my anxiety
That's keeping you away from me
Take it as it comes, but take it fast

Now I know that I've become
A stranger to myself
A phone call in a hospital
Reminding me that
I am stuck in the middle
I guess that we won't grow old together

Why don't you push me just a little further this time?
I will be alright - you will have another try
And I know it's my anxiety
That's keeping you away from me
Take it as it comes, but take it fast

Life divides, death unites
You will have another try

(Why don't you) Push me just a little further this time?
I will be alright - you will have another try
And I know it's my anxiety
That slowly starts to murder me
Take it as it comes, but take it fast