"History" lyrics

This thing won't last
Its way too fast we just might crash
I want you back
People don't change they stay the same
I want to talk we fucked instead
Think I'm going crazy I think I'm losing it
Doc gave me prescriptions now I'm abusing them
Ay ay
This pain is colossal
I'm the one responsible this shit feels impossible

We had something special now its history
Didn't think I ruined it to this degree
Tell me how we got here its a mystery
Miss when it was us not just you and me
We had something special now its history
Didn't think I ruined it to this degree
Tell me how we got here its a mystery mystery mystery

A thousand girls at this show and they're all screaming my name
But you won't respond to my text and I'm going insane
All homies sympathize but they ain't feeling my pain
We were insuperable but now our feeling is strange
You told me about all your ex's said that I'm different
You get drunk and say the same things and not listen
Trynna let you go lost control
My addiction is not fiction well I give in

We had something special now its history
Didn't think I ruined it to this degree
Tell me how we got here its a mystery
Miss when it was us not just you and me
We had something special now its history
Didn't think I ruined it to this degree
Tell me how we got here its a mystery mystery mystery

We had something special now its history
Didn't think I ruined it to this degree
Tell me how we got here its a mystery
Miss when it was us not just you and me
We had something special now its history
Didn't think I ruined it to this degree
Tell me how we got here its a mystery mystery mystery