"Still Around" lyrics

I'm in the bathroom
Wearing sunglasses
Can't find my lighter
Looking for matches
I see her lips move
I'm somewhere downtown
And every night ends with
Why am I here now?
Thanks for the memories
Thanks for the warning
But nothing good happens at three in the morning

But I'm still around
After the things I've done
It's a miracle, I made it past 21
I've been living my whole life, being a low life
Waking up underground
It's a miracle I'm still around

Did I do enough?
I think I think too much
Maybe I said too much, I know I talk a lot
And I'm older now so I self-observe
Kids don't fall in love 'cuz that shit hurts
Epic nights, epic fights
Got a few black eyes, told a few white lies
Said we'd keep in touch, we didn't keep in touch
Almost lost myself
Had to switch it up

Never care what your friends say
Last weekend started on Wednesday

But I'm still around
After the things I've done
It's a miracle, I made it past twentyone
I've been living my whole life, being a low life
Waking up underground
It's a miracle I'm still around

I'm done living like the '80s
Like I'm Pablo fuckin' Escobar
Oh man I used to hate me
Have you seen him lately?
Starting to think he's gone too far, his voice is getting shaky
And I'm no liar, I'm higher
Running around like a cannonball
I'm tired and wired
Falling asleep driving in your car
And I'm no liar, I'm higher
Running around like a cannonball
Because it's New York or nowhere
And I know that it's not fair

That I'm still around
After the things I've done
It's a miracle, I made it past twentyone
I've been living my whole life, being a low life
Waking up underground
It's a miracle I'm still around