"Darkside" lyrics
I used to be so happy, where'd that person go?
Now every time I look in the mirror, it's someone I don't know
I hate myself, I'm not the same, the light in me is gone
I'm crying every single day but I'm trying to be strong
"You're a whiny little bitch, your pity parties aren't that fun
You've been crying for a while now, are you almost done?
You say you hate yourself and yet, look at that, you're here
You've gotten up out of bed for the last five years
Don't you want your power back? Don't you want revenge?
You can't prove that fucker wrong if you beat yourself down again
I say this as a friend, I say 'cause I know who you are
I've been here from the beginning but I've been waiting in the dark
I am the voice inside you that knows exactly what you're worth
I'm that 'fuck off bitch' energy that you need to put first
I'm the line drawn in the sand and the boundaries you need to set
I'm the demons you'll unleash and the dreams you'll manifest
Aren't you sick of always being last? You have no discipline
You say that it's your illness, that's an excuse, my friend
You know all your symptoms and you have the tools to fight them
And when someone tries to fuck with you, you have every right to bite them
Break the chains, fuck up your muzzle, stop being so damn nice
You please every-fucking-body but yourself, you know that right?
You let every person that you've ever known just suck you dry
And yet you wonder why you always feel so empty inside"
But no, it's not my fault, I was raised to be kind
"It's not your job to be everybody's ray of sunshine"
But if I'm not nice, they'll leave
"Let them"
I need them
"No, you don't
They think that you're just not digestible, so let them fucking choke"
I just can't be that person
"Why? Just be like this
It's not the end of the fucking world if they think you're a bitch"
Stop it
"Why? You know I'm right, you know that's why I'm here
You're done with all their shit and this is your fucking year
Babe, I'm here to help you, come on, just let me out
I was sent here from Hekate and I need to see this through
Imagine everything that you and I will get to do
I'm done watching you cry, I'm done watching you scroll
Every tear feels like a drop of acid burning through my soul"
I'm sorry
"I've watched you on the ledge, I pulled you back every time
I was the only one there for you when those assholes crossed the line
I was the scream that saved your life, I was the voice you found years later
I'm the home you fucking built so you could feel a little safer
So I can't just sit and watch while you carve up your thighs
I can't just give up on you, I won't let you fucking die
I won't let you fucking die
Found me on the darkside, darkside
You found me on the darkside, darkside
Can't shake away this feeling in your veins
Found me on the darkside, darkside
Found me on the darkside
So what's it gonna be?"
Okay
"Excuse me, I can't fucking hear you, what's it gonna be?"
I said okay, you fucking bitch
"That's better, now get up off your knees
And tell the world that it can fuck itself 'cause it's just you and me"
Found me on the darkside, darkside
Found me on the darkside, darkside
Can't shake away this feeling in my veins
I found me on the darkside, darkside
Found me on the darkside
Found me on the darkside
Found me on the
Now every time I look in the mirror, it's someone I don't know
I hate myself, I'm not the same, the light in me is gone
I'm crying every single day but I'm trying to be strong
"You're a whiny little bitch, your pity parties aren't that fun
You've been crying for a while now, are you almost done?
You say you hate yourself and yet, look at that, you're here
You've gotten up out of bed for the last five years
Don't you want your power back? Don't you want revenge?
You can't prove that fucker wrong if you beat yourself down again
I say this as a friend, I say 'cause I know who you are
I've been here from the beginning but I've been waiting in the dark
I am the voice inside you that knows exactly what you're worth
I'm that 'fuck off bitch' energy that you need to put first
I'm the line drawn in the sand and the boundaries you need to set
I'm the demons you'll unleash and the dreams you'll manifest
Aren't you sick of always being last? You have no discipline
You say that it's your illness, that's an excuse, my friend
You know all your symptoms and you have the tools to fight them
And when someone tries to fuck with you, you have every right to bite them
Break the chains, fuck up your muzzle, stop being so damn nice
You please every-fucking-body but yourself, you know that right?
You let every person that you've ever known just suck you dry
And yet you wonder why you always feel so empty inside"
But no, it's not my fault, I was raised to be kind
"It's not your job to be everybody's ray of sunshine"
But if I'm not nice, they'll leave
"Let them"
I need them
"No, you don't
They think that you're just not digestible, so let them fucking choke"
I just can't be that person
"Why? Just be like this
It's not the end of the fucking world if they think you're a bitch"
Stop it
"Why? You know I'm right, you know that's why I'm here
You're done with all their shit and this is your fucking year
Babe, I'm here to help you, come on, just let me out
I was sent here from Hekate and I need to see this through
Imagine everything that you and I will get to do
I'm done watching you cry, I'm done watching you scroll
Every tear feels like a drop of acid burning through my soul"
I'm sorry
"I've watched you on the ledge, I pulled you back every time
I was the only one there for you when those assholes crossed the line
I was the scream that saved your life, I was the voice you found years later
I'm the home you fucking built so you could feel a little safer
So I can't just sit and watch while you carve up your thighs
I can't just give up on you, I won't let you fucking die
I won't let you fucking die
Found me on the darkside, darkside
You found me on the darkside, darkside
Can't shake away this feeling in your veins
Found me on the darkside, darkside
Found me on the darkside
So what's it gonna be?"
Okay
"Excuse me, I can't fucking hear you, what's it gonna be?"
I said okay, you fucking bitch
"That's better, now get up off your knees
And tell the world that it can fuck itself 'cause it's just you and me"
Found me on the darkside, darkside
Found me on the darkside, darkside
Can't shake away this feeling in my veins
I found me on the darkside, darkside
Found me on the darkside
Found me on the darkside
Found me on the
