"Eraser" lyrics

Some days are better, they're better than others
Can't run forever, you're pushing me under
What a way to live my life
I'm hiding from the battles I don't want to fight
What I've become

And now it's going grey
All the lines are blurring and decayed
I can't recall exactly who's to blame... anymore

Is it me or is it you , something isn't right
Of all the things that we could do we just wanna fight
Someday I will find the courage to embrace you
Someday I will find the strength to erase you

Some days I think I'm nothing without you
Sometimes I wish that I could just kill you
What a way we live our lives
It's hard to breathe
It feels like I'm infected by my dad's disease

And now it's going grey
And you're the one I chose to feed me pain
And I'm the one you bring home so ashamed... through their eyes

And I see myself in heaven
If I can free myself from this hell