"Drunk / Tired" lyrics

Stuck inside my house and all I wanna do is call you
Wishing you would say you think I'm pretty like you used to
Now you're cracking jokes when nothing's funny like your friends do
Pushing me away because your girlfriend said you had to

Remember when you promised me you'd stay with me forever
Spend my evenings thanking God I found you that December
Now I stay awake 'cause I'm afraid to dream about her
Now I stay awake 'cause I'm afraid

I don't get drunk, I just get tired
Wanna set your shit on fire
High again, it's quarter to two
I can't think without thinking of you

Tell me how you figured leaving me would be the high road
Saying that you love me, knowing damn well that you don't, I'm
Screaming to the ceiling and I've shattered all the windows
Cut my bangs and dyed my hair, I don't care if the world knows

I don't get drunk, I just get tired
Wanna set your shit on fire
High again, it's quarter to two
I can't think without thinking of you

You got sad, oh what a pity
Told yourself you didn't need me
Take me out, got nothing to lose
I can't think without thinking of you

Stayed awake until the morning
Drinking 'cause you didn't want me
Take these songs I've written for you
I can't think without thinking of you

High again, it's quarter to two
I can't think without thinking of you