"Laundry" lyrics

I've gotten used to betrayal
No one wants to know me well
I can't even look at myself
This isn't me
It's someone else
Pick up the phone
Try to call me
I'm spilling my morning coffee
I'll try my best to embody
The version of me
I want you to see

Ooh
Listen to the rain, it's telling stories
Ooh
Haven't been the same, since the mourning
I'll try to remember
I've gotta be better
'Cause nothing I do is enough
End of December
I lost my composure
I finally tried to give up
Ooh
There's something in air that wants to haunt me
Ooh
So hang me out to dry with all your laundry
Tell me you're too scared to love me
Then hold on like I make you happy
What was the point of pretending
To be real?
That's not how you feel
Said it was safe
To be honest
Said I was something you wanted
But you're just a liar
You're just like the rest
I shoulda known
Not to hope for the best

Ooh
Listen to the rain, it's telling stories
Ooh
Haven't been the same, since the mourning
I'll try to remember
I've gotta be better
'Cause nothing I do is enough
End of December
I lost my composure
I finally tried to give up
Ooh
There's something in air that wants to haunt me
Ooh
So hang me out to dry with all your laundry