"Habitual" lyrics

I gotta go
Gotta get out while I can
I should've left you back when I had a chance
Now I want you to leave and I know it won't be too long

Before I'm crawling back
I'm caught in the act
Time stands still, I crave the thrill
I push you out as you pull me in
I can't resist the urge

To fall for you again
After everything you put me through
You're the worst
You're the curse that plagues my life
I know it won't be the last time

I'm on the run
Am I chasing the high or the low?
Is this the only comfort I'll ever know?
As I sweat through my sheets this sickness slowly creeps

I'm shaking on the floor again
It's past 4 AM
I'm terrified of what's inside
I'm paranoid
I still hear your voice
And I can't resist the urge

I'm powerless to resist
Resist the urge

To fall for you again
After everything you put me through
You're the worst
You're the curse that plagues my life
I know it won't be the last time

You took my sanity
You've taken everything I want
I'm taking back what's mine
You are my vice

And in the end
I fall for you again
After everything you put me through
You're the worst
You're the curse that plagues my life
This won't be the last time

Fall for you again
After everything you put me through
You're the worst
You're the curse that plagues my life
I know this won't be the last time

I know this won't be the last time