"deceiver" lyrics

Moving slow, pace and flow
Don't lose focus or lose control
You're on a roll, you're stop and go
Mixed emotions, say you're on the way like
Tripping in the daylight in my own way like
You're what I need, uh huh
Run like I'm wanted, scared that you want this
See what I see, uh huh
You know you can't plan for it
I only hope you're understanding this

You know you make it so hard to love
(Push away, run from love)
You make it so hard to love
(Thinking I'm not enough)
Hard to love
(Wanting, not wanting love)
Naïve to your charm
I was lost in the rush, now I'm giving up

This is the ending I didn't want to see
And I can't help but feeling that you're just going to leave
Self-sabotage, you push away it all
The farther we fall in knowing this ends you or me
Just admit it, we're not right
And I'm not fitting in these four walls or in your feelings
I'm better off without you in me
Who am I kidding? I'll regret it
Won't be you so I'll just say it
You need me, you just can't take it
Pretending you don't

You make it so hard to love
(Push away, run from love)
You make it so hard to love
(Thinking I'm not enough)
Hard to love
(Wanting, not wanting love)
Naïve to your charm
I was lost in the rush
You make it so hard to love
(Fall in and out of touch)
You make it so hard to love
(It's taking the best of us)
Hard to love
(Wanting, not wanting love)
Naïve to your charm
I was lost in the rush, now I'm giving up

I wish we could just fly away
Take a trip and leave today
I'm wishing that you would've stayed
Numb that shit like novocaine, like novocaine

You make it so hard to love
Push away, run from love
You make it so hard to love
Thinking I'm not enough
So hard to love, yeah
You make it so hard to love, so

You make it so hard to love
(You know you make it so hard to love)
You make it so hard to love
(Thinking I'm not enough)
Hard to love
(Wanting, not wanting love)
Naïve to your charm
I was lost in the rush, now I'm giving up

Hard to love