"Forever Unsatisfied" lyrics

I used to drown in bottle
Smoke filled my lungs
My head was spun
Put gas on the fire
That would turn me into a sociopath

I was feeding of stress
Trapped in a mess
My life was excess
I was duped and oppressed, I
Cut the ties with the ones who dragged me down
I couldn't find a smile
I was still wearing a frown

I thought that love would be the cure
Chasing feelings of joy not so obscure
But no matter how far, no matter how high
I can't seem to touch the sky
Forever unsatisfied

I run for miles and miles
But the finish line fades and I wonder why
It's been a year since I quit the poison
But still I feel a void that can't be outrun

The mirror shows a face that's healed
Yet the longing in my eyes can't be concealed
I have traded vices to regain my soul
But there's a part of me that still feels out of control

I've chased the sun, I've sought the light
But nothing seems to make it right
Forever searching, forever tried
I'm forever unsatisfied

I've done all I can
But still feel incomplete
My mind is not my friend
I just can't find my peace

I've turned my life around
I found my health, my rage and love
But I still feel the strain
No matter what I do
I'm blinded by the sun

The mirror shows a face that's healed
Yet the longing in my eyes can't be concealed
I have traded vices to regain my soul
But there's a part of me that still feels out
Out of control

I've chased the sun, I've sought the light
But nothing seems to make it right
Forever searching, forever tried
I'm forever unsatisfied
Cleared my veins and broke the chains
Yet my quest remains undefined
Forever searching, forever tried
I'm forever unsatisfied