"bell's palsy" lyrics

I don't know what to do when
I lose temper and I still talk
I didn't wanna make you cry

Truth is, I've never been shamed of you
I'd cry cause how much I love you
I wish that I told you once

Said that's the life of a mother, babe
And that, I learned when I saw you in the middle of the night
Eatin' from the plate I never did

You didn't want me seein' you when you're weak
You said as you covered how you drooled out your mouth
I didn't know how to feel

When you're terrified, feelin' blue
You would still sing me melodies
When you're fightin' through armies
I'd only bring you more enemies
You would throw yourself out to lessen my pain
Said you'll go through it all- and die just to be my remedy
You lived for me
I should've lived for you too

I should've apologized
When I knew that I had the chance
I wish I could turn back time

Time don't heal what's forever young
And the more of the days go
I wish I had you for one more day

Said that's the life of a mother, babe
And that, I learned when I saw you in that white and blue gown
We were never homebound

You didn't want me seein' you when you're weak
You said "Go home and play some games with your friends"
I should've known how to feel

When you're terrified, feelin' blue
You would still sing me melodies (sing me melodies)
When you're fightin' through armies
I'd only bring you more enemies
You would throw yourself out to lessen my pain
Said you'll go through it all- and die just to be my remedy
Just to save me
I should've died for you too

Woah, oh
Woah, oh
I should've died for you too
Woah, oh
Woah, oh
I should've died for you

Throw yourself out to lessen my pain
Said you'll go through it all- and die just to be my memory
You lived for me
So I'm gonna live for you too