"happy ending, my ass." lyrics

Long nights, long years do I miss it?
Do I miss the feeling?

Countin', do I miss the holidays? yeah
Or just the feeling?

It's all cool, my guy
Though yes, I'm lyin'
I hate what you did to me
And I know that I can't forgive

Open my eyes
Boy, why you cryin?
I know you're happy now
And now it's my turn, but

I hope that you feel my pain
Hope it hurts when you crack a smile
And I wish that it kills you
Whenever you feel happy and you feel fine

I admit that I'm fuckin' sad
And everyday's the fuckin' same
The days go and friends are all come and go
Why do shitty ones all leave last?

Break up, make up
Did I want you? or did I want the beating?

Closer, but farther
Did we ever notice the gap in our healing?

I say I'm all
Over? My ass
Happy? My ass
I hate what you did to me
And I hate that I can't forgive

Open my eyes
Boy, why you cryin?
I know you're happy now
And now its my turn, but

I hope that you feel my pain
Hope it hurts when you crack a smile
And I wish that it kills you
Whenever you feel happy and you feel fine

I admit that I'm fuckin' sad
And everyday's the fuckin' same
The days go and friends are all come and go
Why do shitty ones all leave last?

If you're gonna leave
You shoulda left sooner
If you're gonna leave
You shoulda left sooner
If you're gonna leave
You shoulda left sooner
If you're gonna leave
You shoulda left sooner

I hope that you feel my pain
Hope it hurts when you crack a smile
And I wish that it kills you
Whenever you feel happy and you feel fine

I admit that I'm fuckin' sad
And everyday's the fuckin' same
The days go and friends are all come and go
Why do shitty ones all leave last?

Hmph