"Big Love" lyrics

Sometimes, when I take a deep breath
It brings up all my sadness
But you wouldn't see it
How close I keep it
Hands under the table
Counting on my fingertips
Who's left
And who's gonna leave me next
Sometimes, when I take a deep breath
It brings up all my shadows

Sleeping around isn't stopping the bleeding
The tourniquet snapped when you said you were leaving
Thought I would die, but my body resisted
Stared at the sun 'til I found it
Big, big love

Big love, big love, big love, big love
It's all I want
Big, big love
Big love, big love, big love, big love
Big love, big love
It's all my fault

I'm dangerous
Walking this line into oblivion
Alice-in-Wonderlanding on a cloud
Calling your name out when I'm looking down

Sleeping around isn't stopping the bleeding
The tourniquet snapped when you said you were leaving
Thought I would die, but my body resisted
Instead of the sunshine, I found it
Big, big love

Big love, big love, big love, big love
It's all I want
Big, big love
Big love, big love, big love, big love
Big love, big love
Big, big love

Who's gonna come?
Who's gonna come?
Who's gonna come?
Big, big love
Who's gonna come?
Who's gonna come?
Who's gonna come?
Big, big love
Who's gonna come?
Who's gonna come?
Who's gonna come? (Big, big love)

Big love, big love, big love, big love
It's all I want
Big, big love
Big love, big love, big love, big love
It's all I want (Big, big love)