"The Bellboy (One Last Crush)" lyrics

I'm devoted to this madness
Countless moments play back in my mind
While I'm my nightdress causing chaos
Losing faith in what I thought was mine

I've been lying naked in the bedroom
Optimistic, I could seduce you
Sad twist of our midnight rendezvous
Fuckboys don't deserve me pretty

Please don't let me leave
Without a secret to keep
Is there one last crush in New York City
(Please)

Taxi drivers losing patience
Sang my stories like Italian opera
He knows that I'm high

So I spent my money on the dress-up
Cigarette just for the attention
Sad twist of a lonely avenue
Fuckboys don't deserve me pretty

Please don't let me leave
Without a secret to keep
Is there one last crush in New York City

So the bellboy took me to my room
Rolled me up a joint
Said he'd be back soon, I waited
Fell asleep with heels on
At The Bowery
Felt like I was in love just then
I wanna feel on fire again
It felt like I was alive just then
(Is there one last crush in New York City?)
At The Bowery

Please don't let me leave
Without a secret to keep
Is there one last crush in New York City

Please turn my words into melodies
Send it up on a summer's breeze
Begone they be
There's one last crush in New York City
Please turn my words into melodies
Send it up on a summer's breeze
Begone they be
There's one last crush in New York City