"RIP" lyrics

Zindagi mujhe ek bojh si lage
Teri dushmani bhi dosti lage
Tere baad hum abaad hi rahe
Dard lafzon ke mohtaaj hi rahe

So much was happening, main seh bhi nahi saka
Dil mein teri bheed thi, main reh bhi na saka
Dil mein baatein kitni reh gayi hain ankahi
Main chup raha, kuch keh bhi na saka

Mujh pe bhi mushkilon ka daur pada hai
Meri khamoshi mein ab shor bada hai
Sab kitne khush hain, main dekhun har taraf
So much going on aur woh bore khada hai

Main khush hoon, guzara ho raha hai
Milne ka tujh se ek bahana ho raha hai
Kyun tu aa rahi hai wapas meri zindagi mein, bol?
Mohabbat aur ishq sab dobara ho raha hai

Phir se dil mein wohi chahat ho gayi hai
Maidan-e-jang mein ek shahadat ho gayi hai
Main chupke rota hoon, ab aadat ho gayi hai
Har aansu teri yaad mein ibadat ho gayi hai

I see your pictures on the internet to ehsaas ho gaya
Tujhe muskurata dekha, dil udaas ho gaya
Zindagi yahi hai, koi ghalat hai koi sahi
Koi khush hua hi tha abhi ke naraaz ho gaya

Pardon mein chhupe raaz bhi woh jaan gaya hai
Naraaz tha woh mujh se, aaj maan gaya hai
Main ro raha hoon, tujhe kaano kaan khabar nahi
Ek shakhs tere dar se pareshan gaya hai

Kisi ke chale jaane ka ab mujhe khauf bhi nahi
Apni dastaan sunane ka ab shauq bhi nahi
Na raha sabr, na wafa, na umeed
Haram khudkushi hai, aati maut bhi nahi