"Better than I was" lyrics

I don't got the energy to stay mad
I don't got the headspace for fucked up memories
And I'm making friends with forgiveness
Well, maybe not friends, but not enemies
You don't want what I want, baby, I know
That you can't put it back when it's that broke
I'm not lost, I'm just drunk, and I'm solo
And I'm so low
Can't stop thinking that

One day you'll find another girl who gon' put me in the rearview
Don't know why it hurts the way it does
Knowin' she'll be better than I was
Might not be tomorrow, but
One day
You'll find another hand who'll pull you through the bad shit
Don't know why it hurts the way it does
Knowin' it's not me you're gonna love

Knowin' she'll be better than I was
Knowin' she'll be better than I was
Knowin' she'll be better than I

I get quiet when I'm mad
I don't know why I do that
I can't spit out a thing, no
I'd rather jump out the window
Cheat and lie, still I'm in the wrong, right?
Make it make sense why I'm half-losing my mind, mm

One day you'll find another girl who gon' put me in the rearview
Don't know why it hurts the way it does
Knowin' she'll be better than I was
Might not be tomorrow, but
One day
You'll find another hand who'll pull you through the bad shit
Don't know why it hurts the way it does
Knowin' it's not me you're gonna love

Knowin' she'll be better than I was
Knowin' she'll be better than I was
Knowin' she'll be better than I was

It might not be tomorrow, but
Knowing she'll be better than I was
It might not be tomorrow, but
Knowin' she'll be better than I was
Knowin' she'll be better than I was