"Headspace" lyrics

It's been a while, I've been racing
I see myself in the rearview, chasing
Everything I try to leave follows me
There's a constant chill in my chest
Another day that I don't rest
It's hard to believe this will pass

Nothing's taking me
Nothing's breaking me

All that I have buried in
The scars I've held within
I've been terrorized
And I'm losing sight
Something's up, this isn't like me
I bite back, and I'm still fighting
Alone, I'll find a way
To get out of this headspace

I wait, times wasting
Can't figure out what it takes to pull me
Up and get me through this mess
I make

It's not as easy as I thought
When all I see is what I'm not
Sometimes, it gets to be too much

All that I have buried in
The scars I've held within
I've been terrorized
And I'm losing sight
Something's up, this isn't like me
I bite back, and I'm still fighting
Alone, I'll find a way
To get out of this headspace

I'm getting used to this, sometimes I brush it off
This conflict with myself just got uncomfortable
Something's changed in me, I feel it in my bones
Thought that I was fine, but lately, I don't know

I'm getting used to this, sometimes I brush it off
This conflict with myself just got uncomfortable
Something's changed in me, I feel it in my bones
Thought that I was fine, but lately, I don't know

All that I have buried in
The scars I've held within
I've been terrorized
And I'm losing sight
Something's up, this isn't like me
I bite back, and I'm still fighting
When I start to crawl
I find another way to fall

All that I have buried in
The scars I've held within
I've been terrorized
And I'm losing sight
Something's up, this isn't like me
I bite back, and I'm still fighting
Alone, I'll find a way
To get out of this headspace