"The Ugly Side Of Me" lyrics

Something's tearing at the seams
Ripping apart who I'm supposed to be
Reliving memories endlessly
Passing time till they fade away

I wanna run and I've tried
To change the past, but I've realized
Finding comfort in what I can't control
Won't hide from myself anymore

I take all of my mistakes
Push away what pulls me under
I'm not afraid to face what I've made
The ugly side of me

I feel my spirit caving in
I fell from myself for everyone else
Wish that I could start again
And let this fade away

I would run, but there's no time
Won't hide from myself anymore

I take all of my mistakes
Push away what pulls me under
I'm not afraid to face what I've made
The ugly side of me

Why do I always lie to myself?
I play pretend to make this end
This isn't who I am

I take all of my mistakes
Push away what pulls me under
I'm not afraid to face what I've made
The ugly side of me

I feel my spirit caving in
The ugly side of me
Wish that I could start again
Not afraid to face
The ugly side of me