"pollen" lyrics

Tennessee
There was pollen kissing on your skin
You were calling everyday but it was everything
The way your hands touched mine was everything
Until the day you started changing things
You started telling lies all the time when it hit July
You screamed when I would wake in the morning
It caught me by surprise how you tried to keep me by your side
Yelling what we had was important

I won't be calling this love, are you kidding?
I don't even know what this was
My heart was never enough for you baby
After everything that I've done
Fucking counting down all my fucking digits
The time that I was spending for us
I won't be calling this love
Are you kidding?
Babe I think it's time to grow up
Nothing's the same as it was

Merry go
How the fighting lasting on for weeks
How you talked all about my past you made me vulnerable
What you know about vulnerability?
You were pressing all your hate on me
I just wanna know where'd she go
The girl I used to know
God, you were like straight out a movie
It's funny to me though how it goes when you fall
You find hatred covered up by the beauty

I won't be calling this love, are you kidding?
I don't even know what this was
My heart was never enough for you baby
After everything that I've done
Fucking counting down all my fucking digits
The time that I was spending for us
I won't be calling this love
Are you kidding?
Babe I think it's time to grow up
Nothing's the same as it was

Nothing's the same as it was
Nothing's the same as it was
Nothing's the same as it was
Nothing's the same as it was
Nothing's the same as it was
Nothing's the same as it was
Nothing's the same as it was
Nothing's the same as it was
Nothing's the same as it was
Nothing's the same as it was