"Chicago" lyrics

Who's the expert in this?
I'll return my ticket
No therapy is gonna teach me this
Gotta help try admit it
That if I land in the summer
And you don't stop by
It'll be cause we're distant
Tell me that'll be the reason why

Gimme some will, it's never gone for good
It's a tough pill to swallow down but I should

But now I hate Chicago
And New York's not the same
And I wish that Seattle
Wasn't quite like LA
And even though I won't run into you
I still feel the same
'Cause I can't go to Chicago
Without wishing
You'll be at the gate

I'll put it all in a podcast
I wanna sleep on the way
If I hear your voice I might just
I might just say
Why can't you be in Georgia?
I didn't think you'd stay
Now am I meant to pour my heart out
If it's gonna change
Depictions of me, or what I picture of you
What kinda person I've been
With all the shit we've been through
My blood hasn't felt much colder cause I've last touched you through
My phone hasn't let me hold you since we both withdrew

So gimme some will, it's never gone for good
It's a tough pill to swallow down but I should

But now I hate Chicago
And New York's not the same
And I wish that Seattle
Wasn't quite like LA
And even though I won't run into you
I still feel the same
'Cause I can't go to Chicago
Without wishing
You'll be at the gate

(Maybe we should all just, get along with each other)