"it's all so beautiful (yet such a bitch)" lyrics

I took a train back to Germany
And saw all of the walls that fall in time
Went on a plane up to California
Saw a place the sun has always shined
Took my selfish view and went to therapy
Mike changed the way I looked at my life
Spoke to my friend Marvin he said "don't you worry
All these things you've learned you learn with time"

It's all so beautiful, but such a bitch
Still if you make it out, there's so much more to give
It's all so beautiful, yet such a bitch
But still I'm coming out, with so much more to live
And that's perfect isn't it?

I made new friends and threw my phone away
It helps to be yourself and not online
I took some pills and went to Glastonbury
I cried when yellow played oh what a ride
Found out who I am, and all I've done
And man that took a while
Think I'm finally at the end, of being dumb
And now I realise

It's all so beautiful, but such a bitch
Still when you make it out, there's so much more to give
It's all so beautiful, yet such a bitch
But still I'm coming out, with so much more to live
And that's perfect isn't it?

(Maybe we should all just, get along with each other
And put away our problems, or whatever it is
We just need to forget about everything
And have a good time here tonight
So nevermind what happened yesterday
'Cause, well, that's all gone
It's really that simple)