"Blue Roses Don't Fade" lyrics

I go insane for you, you do this every day
I numb the pain you drew in all your lovely ways
You gave me 2 choices
I gave you blue roses

Don't blink you just might miss your favorite part
Where I go forgive the damage you've done up to my heart
I feel you, I see you speak in tongues I never read
I know the pace you breathe, I know the souls you keep

It's kind of funny how anguish is your language
I know what you vanquished, I know where your pain is kept
I see you finding the world you're moving forward
Life is getting warmer, you were my disorder's end

I feel you creeping in every other moment
Everything you broke, and now I'm sick I let you in
I see you smiling in all those fucking photos
Even though you don't know you were my disorder's end

You were my disorder's end
You were my disorder oh

I go insane for you, you do this every day
I numb the pain you drew in all your lovely ways
You gave me 2 choices
I gave you blue roses

2 choices
気付いた時には最中にいた業の
許しを乞う 許しを乞う
I'm speak in tongues like I've never before
雲を眺め時の流れに立ち尽して息を飲む
真っ赤なローズを染めて
青い花束を君にあげるよ

Blood shot dripping on the floor
I can hear the devil knocking on my door
汚れた思考にまみれた脳
俺はもう
頭が壊れてしまいそう

[Translation:]

2 choices
When I realized, I was in the middle of a karma
Begging for forgiveness
I'm speak in tongues like I've never before
Staring at the clouds, waiting for time to pass by
Red roses, I'll dye them blue
I'll give you blue roses

Blood shot dripping on the floor
I can hear the devil knocking on my door
Head full of filth
I think I'm losing my mind