"Next Time Around" lyrics

Oh there's something you should know
I've been dying for a while now
Feel it in my soul
Can you see the way I'm breaking down

So if this is the last time pull me in closer
Cause existence is toxic and I'd rather be sober
There's a war in my head, there's a war in my broken mind

You made the prison but you won't believe
That you're the reason for my vacancy
They say that maybe I can fix in time
But instead of sleep I lie awake

So don't be sad if I'm gone the next time around
Because I traded the pain for your love, it's my favorite sound
So don't be sad if I'm gone the next time around
Because I traded the pain for your love, it's my favorite sound

We just have to breathe in all the way
We just have to breathe in, we'll find our way
But you keep turning away, though I told you I'd stay for now
But you keep pulling and pushing and bending and breaking
I can't let today go

So don't be sad if I'm gone the next time around
Because I traded the pain for your love, it's my favorite sound
So don't be sad if I'm gone the next time around
Because I traded the pain for your love, it's my favorite sound