"Chemical" lyrics

I let you tell me how it goes and when it's all gonna end
I put you first in the world but you hate me again
I'm stuck with the thoughts that remind me of
All the things that you couldn't just seem to love

I almost had you in my hands
Some things never go as planned
Took as much as I could stand
Some things never change

Show me what I gotta do to let go
All I really know is that it's chemical
Turn the lights off, let the door close
If it's meant to be then it's chemical
Chemical, chemical, chemical
All I really know is that it's chemical

I let you tear me all apart and watched you put it all back
And like a dose too heavy all my blood's going black
But you push and you pull 'til it's deadly
I bet you'd love to know that I'm shaking

Closer than it's ever been
Farther than it's ever felt
You won't ever understand
Some things never change

Show me what I gotta do to let go
All I really know is that it's chemical
Turn the lights off, let the door close
If it's meant to be then it's chemical
Chemical, chemical, chemical
All I really know is that it's chemical

It's killing me to know that I almost had you
It's killing me to know you're still in my veins

It's killing me to know that I almost let go
To see the wind pushing you

Show me what I gotta do to let go
All I really know is that it's chemical
Turn the lights off, let the door close
If it's meant to be then it's (chemical)

Show me what I gotta do to let go
All I really know is that it's chemical
Turn the lights off, let the door close
If it's meant to be then it's chemical
Chemical, chemical, chemical
All I really know is that it's chemical