"Disassociate" lyrics

Watch me go and, watch me go and
Sever everything here that I feel close to
I don't know why
I don't know why I feel the disassociation
From you I'm forsaken, crowded room I hate this
I don't feel surrounded, poison dead without it

Now I've gotta take a breath
Tell myself there's love to give
Now I've gotta take a breath
Lack of shadow's caving in
It's caving in, caving in
My lack of shadow is caving in

It's been about a season since I haven't needed you
It's been about a decade since I felt complete
Can you tell that I'm suffocating
The pain inside me, it's activating
Activating

Now I've gotta take a breath
Tell myself there's love to give
Now I've gotta take a breath
Lack of shadow's caving in
It's caving in, caving in
My lack of shadow is caving in

I can feel it caving in on me so close
Do you even feel me here
Can you tell that it's activating
Do you even feel me here

Can you feel my
Can you feel my
Can you feel my Disassociation

Do you even feel me here