"Another Relapse" lyrics

Another relapse

Every day I'm walking the wire
I kind of miss the kiss of the fire
'Cause nothing ever got me higher
Than knowing I could fall
I balance on the edge of a knife
I've been the same way all of my life
The times I could have died
I can't count them all

You don't know how much I miss that feeling
Maybe just a little taste won't kill me
I get so close, you take me right back
I get so close, another relapse
No regard for the life you're stealing
Maybe just a little taste won't kill me
I get so close to recovering
I'm on the edge and you're creeping in again
You make me go from bad to worse to extreme
You take me right back, another relapse
Another relapse

Anything to bring me relief
The pressure's got to find a release
Just to get a moment of peace
I could make that call
Every second that I'm awake
I feel like
I'm 'bout to make another mistake
I feel like
That's all that it would take
To die behind these walls

You don't know how much I miss that feeling
Maybe just a little taste won't kill me
I get so close, you take me right back
I get so close, another relapse
No regard for the life you're stealing
Maybe just a little taste won't kill me
I get so close to recovering
I'm on the edge and you're creeping in again
You make me go from bad to worse to extreme
You take me right back, another relapse
Another relapse

Lights out, I'm spiraling
You've always been my only friend
Lights out, we're going in
It's you and me until the end

You don't know how much I miss that feeling
Maybe just a little taste won't kill me
I get so close, you take me right back
I get so close, another relapse
No regard for the life you're stealing
Maybe just a little taste won't kill me

I get so close to recovering
I'm on the edge and you're creeping in again
You make me go from bad to worse to extreme
You take me right back, another relapse
Another relapse

Another relapse