"Apologies" lyrics

When every thought says, "Jump"
When every thought says, "Just give up"
How else can I survive
Another day of being alive?

Caffeine, nicotine, amphetamines
Running through my bloodstream
Trauma, drama, another vodka
Turn into a monster
Damaged baggage, turned savage
Do it every day, call it a habit
You want problems, I got 'em
Keep on sinking, never hit bottom

All the love you tried to give to me
Was never enough, no
I'm sorry, but no amount of love
Could ever be ever enough, ever enough
I'm sorry, but

When every thought says, "Run"
When I can't stand to be someone
Who's done the things I've done
I'll blame it all on being young

Give me caffeine, nicotine, amphetamines
Running through my bloodstream
Trauma, drama, another vodka
Turn into a monster
Damaged baggage, turned savage
Do it every day, call it a habit
You want problems, I got 'em
Keep on sinking, never hit bottom

All the love you tried to give to me
Was never enough, no
I'm sorry, but no amount of love
Could ever be ever enough, ever enough
I'm sorry, but
There's no saving me
I'm sorry, I'm
All apologies
All the love you tried to give to me
Was never enough, never enough
I'm sorry, but

I'm holding anger like a hammer
Leaving all who loved me fractured
I'm so ashamed, I can't erase it
Nothing you can do
Is ever gonna change it (It's never enough)

All the love you tried to give to me
Was never enough
No amount of love
Could ever be ever enough, ever enough
I'm sorry, but
There's no saving me
I'm sorry, I'm
All apologies
All the love you tried to give to me
Was never enough, never enough
I'm sorry, but