"You're Not The First (You're Just The Worst)" lyrics

You're just like my ex-love
And probably like the next one
I never gave you all anything but love
Why do the boys I love always take my kindness for weakness?
Oh, and leave me in pieces

But I will always
Get back up and try again
'Cause this ain't the ending or the beginning

You're not the first
To hit where it hurts
You're not the first
To not know my worth
You're not the first
You're just the worst

They all want peace till they get me
To fill them up until I'm empty
Then I'm thrown away, thrown away
Leaving me alone to unpack
Why'd I let you do me like that?
Shame on me
I should've have known better

But I will always
Get back up and try again
'Cause this ain't the ending or the beginning
You, I
I'll grow from this concrete garden
End it all and start again
Had broken hearts before
Yours really tore me open
Hurt me to my core
You're not the ending or the beginning

You're not the first
To hit where it hurts
You're not the first
To not know my worth
You're not the first
To hit where it hurts
You're not the first
To not know my worth
You're not the first
You're just the worst