"F*cked Up" lyrics
Ain't had a panic attack in a minute, or needed to talk to a doctor to get a prescription
Beginning to think that I might not be different, just sick from all the years that - battled addiction
My kidneys are tired from cleaning my system, the serotonin in my skull is missing
The tears I've been crying ain't blurring my vision, go to the devil I've risen
I should be in prison for making some stupid decisions, but I pray to God and he listened
Quit sipping liquor and smoking and tripping, recovery took me a minute
Ayy, emailed my therapist, tell him I'm finished, I'm broken but I'm gonna fix it
I'll take care of business, I promise with God as my witness, my coffin won't drop til win it
They must have built me out of steel or stone, a tough luck
Yeah, they built me too strong, they fucked up
Now I'm harder to the bone, used to have a heart of gold
Now it's hard and now then it's cold, homie what's up, ratata
Every bullet ricochets, ratata
Broke your hammer tryna chip away, ratata, ratata
They went and turned me into stone
I ain't have a hangover in a minute, or needed to bum a cigarette
I finally kicked it, the room that I rented became like a prison
My mental illness always locking me in it, I been there, I did it, I smoked it I sipped it
They rapping about it, I actually lived it, I literally borrowed the whip from a stripper
Got sit and then slid into a ditch in the winter, a christian, a sinner
A kid sipping liquor grew into a [?] flipping 2 middle fingers
Was sniffing a pill with a bill in the kitchen, was killing myself
I was sick then I quit it, emailed my therapist, tell him I'm finished
I'm broken but I'm gonna fix it I take care of business
I promise with God as my witness my coffin won't drop till I win, yeah, they fucked up
They must have built me out of steel or stone, a tough luck
Yeah, they built me too strong, they fucked up
Now I'm harder to the bone, used to have a heart of gold
Now it's hard and now then it's cold, homie what's up, ratata
Every bullet ricochets, ratata
Broke your hammer tryna chip away, ratata, ratata
They went and turned me into stone, yeah, they fucked up
I was fucked up, I ain't gonna lie to you
I have broke down and gave up a time or 2
I can't figure out how I survived the truth
Still tryna rebuild the design they used
They must have built me out of steel or stone, a tough luck
Yeah, they built me too strong, they fucked up
Now I'm harder to the bone, used to have a heart of gold
Now it's hard and now then it's cold, homie whats up, ratata
Every bullet ricochets, ratata
Broke your hammer tryna chip away, ratata, ratata
They went and turned me into stone, yeah, they fucked up
Beginning to think that I might not be different, just sick from all the years that - battled addiction
My kidneys are tired from cleaning my system, the serotonin in my skull is missing
The tears I've been crying ain't blurring my vision, go to the devil I've risen
I should be in prison for making some stupid decisions, but I pray to God and he listened
Quit sipping liquor and smoking and tripping, recovery took me a minute
Ayy, emailed my therapist, tell him I'm finished, I'm broken but I'm gonna fix it
I'll take care of business, I promise with God as my witness, my coffin won't drop til win it
They must have built me out of steel or stone, a tough luck
Yeah, they built me too strong, they fucked up
Now I'm harder to the bone, used to have a heart of gold
Now it's hard and now then it's cold, homie what's up, ratata
Every bullet ricochets, ratata
Broke your hammer tryna chip away, ratata, ratata
They went and turned me into stone
I ain't have a hangover in a minute, or needed to bum a cigarette
I finally kicked it, the room that I rented became like a prison
My mental illness always locking me in it, I been there, I did it, I smoked it I sipped it
They rapping about it, I actually lived it, I literally borrowed the whip from a stripper
Got sit and then slid into a ditch in the winter, a christian, a sinner
A kid sipping liquor grew into a [?] flipping 2 middle fingers
Was sniffing a pill with a bill in the kitchen, was killing myself
I was sick then I quit it, emailed my therapist, tell him I'm finished
I'm broken but I'm gonna fix it I take care of business
I promise with God as my witness my coffin won't drop till I win, yeah, they fucked up
They must have built me out of steel or stone, a tough luck
Yeah, they built me too strong, they fucked up
Now I'm harder to the bone, used to have a heart of gold
Now it's hard and now then it's cold, homie what's up, ratata
Every bullet ricochets, ratata
Broke your hammer tryna chip away, ratata, ratata
They went and turned me into stone, yeah, they fucked up
I was fucked up, I ain't gonna lie to you
I have broke down and gave up a time or 2
I can't figure out how I survived the truth
Still tryna rebuild the design they used
They must have built me out of steel or stone, a tough luck
Yeah, they built me too strong, they fucked up
Now I'm harder to the bone, used to have a heart of gold
Now it's hard and now then it's cold, homie whats up, ratata
Every bullet ricochets, ratata
Broke your hammer tryna chip away, ratata, ratata
They went and turned me into stone, yeah, they fucked up
