"Commotion" lyrics

Started a commotion out of feeling lonesome
I know I get intense I'm just being focused
So sorry I never told you I was like this
You look at me with those eyes and I'm spineless

I've been distracted by the weight of just one text
A compliment you gave me fast without protest
I wish I could take this all a bit lightly
You're stuck on someone I know, that its not me

It's motivating
That I like you and I can't debate it
Even your sister tells me just keep waiting
I get it you said things are complicated
Let me know if that's a lie you're saying

I'm entertaining thoughts that feel like a poison
Under my skin and now I doubt this devotion
The gossip floating around is so childish
Where are the fucking adults I don't like this

It's motivating
That I like you and I cant debate it
Even my friends say you're so overrated
I get it you said things are complicated
Let me know if that's a lie you're saying

It's worse than waiting
Like I'm holding onto something jaded
Even my head says I should kinda hate this
I get it you said things are complicated
Let me know if that's a lie you're saying

Hard to plead for someone so far away
Count on me to lose enough of my faith
Started a commotion out of feeling lonesome
Now I'm feeling nothing