"Too Much" lyrics

I didn't notice
Meeting you would make me be so hopeless
My perception of you is untouched
I'm focused
On what I want, but what the fuck do I want

Over protective
Of ever being loved I know I'm foolish
My mother made me tough but not enough
I'm losing
My mind and you're over there doing just fine
But I still ask around if you're ok

I'm hearing things
That tells me we want different things
You stay the same
And I'm the one whose spiraling

So much so much so much
It couldn't work
Too much, too much, too much
I'm finally hurt

A month I've hated
The way I bent my thoughts to
Always catering
Your excuses from not showing up
I'm jaded
What a shame, what a face, but I'll stay away

And I know it was just a moment
But it felt like we were sold and
Goes to show it sucks being open
I can't keep revealing
I'm the one with these feelings
Hope it shows I'm almost reeling

I'm hearing things
That tells me we want different things
You stay the same
And I'm the one whose spiraling

So much so much so much
It couldn't work
Too much, too much, too much
I'm finally hurt...