"DREAMY SUBURBIA" lyrics

You was raised around a dreamy suburbia
Mailmen tips and a smile to be courteous
Unlocked doors and the whip passed down
Where the olds folks stare and the kids lash out
I know, the faces around you pass by
And your brain erases em with last night
Like when your savior comes, you'll be fine
I get it
You was raised to see a man like me
As arts crafts, that you can stand by pleased
Like, look what I've made
Look what I've changed
Look what I've been through and look at who stayed
The pools cold
Dirty as the sky, baby who knows?
Outta sight, outta mind, outta use, go
MIA and just hide

Isolated
Tucked for a tough sec
I debate it
Tryna change subjects
Finally say it
Now they all upset
I shoulda known
Isolated
Tucked for a tough sec
I debate it
Tryna change subjects
Finally say it
Now they all upset
I shoulda known

I was raised by the broken and poor folk
Bumps on a greyhound speaking in Morse code
The blood clot, clocked in, keepin' the bills paid
Where you say "I'm alright" but not in a real way
It's not your fault I know
It's not your call I know
But it seems that a line gets drawn in the sand
When you're born with the world in the palm of your hands
I count the stars aligning for you
Curse gods while they just spoil you
Two different types of loyal
You know what I'd do for stability?
I want a mill a week
Like don't let the village see
I'd be one of them too... none of it really means a damn thing
Cuz I'm just like you
Unaware what a man might do
I'm...

Isolated
Tucked for a tough sec
I debate it
Tryna change subjects
Finally say it
Now they all upset
I shoulda known
Isolated
Tucked for a tough sec
I debate it
Tryna change subjects
Finally say it
Now they all upset
I shoulda known

(Isolated
I won't make it
My beds made
I shoulda known
Isolated
I won't make it
My beds made
I shoulda known)