"VOID" lyrics

I'm not the same
How could I be?
I'm afraid of the void
I think it's fate I lost sight
I just cannot find no joy
Girl I don't wanna waste your time
Girl I don't wanna waste your night
Girl I don't wanna take your life away

I got a long list of fears now
Heights, flights and the years I missed out
Wide mirrors and the noise my coupe make
On a wild goose chase running after you
I'ma stick in the mud
Keep a 5th in the tuck
Tryna force all the smiles
Every pic is a mug
She said you stickin' me up of my good years darling
Becoming someone that I should fear darling
Running till I slip like...
Calling you at midnight...
With a save our ship, and you just don't care and I hate that sh*t it's like
Craving what I can't have...
Everybody stand back...
Cause y'all might slip too
And come back different
Everyone might miss you, like

I'm not the same
How could I be?
I'm afraid of the void
I think it's fate I lost sight
I just cannot find no joy
Girl I don't wanna waste your time
Girl I don't wanna waste your night
Girl I don't wanna take your life away

I got a phobia
Of everybody knowing what
I'm thinking, or doing, if my soul enough
Never there
Think I got a fear of showing up
Truly cared
But found I'm out the only one
I waste time she can't find dependable
I take mine and live life regrettable
She say you treat me expendable
Callin' trying to get to you
Never what I meant to do
Running till I slip like...
Calling you at midnight...
With my one last chance
But nothing gon change
Girl we done that dance
I said

I'm not the same
How could I be?
I'm afraid of the void
I think it's fate I lost sight
I just cannot find no joy
Girl I don't wanna waste your time
Girl I don't wanna waste your night
Girl I don't wanna take your life away