"Head Under Water" lyrics

I've been holding my head under water
I like it when drip hits my ear
It's been a whole new experience
Learning to distance myself from this mess

Lace the streets with your voice and I'll follow it back
Like how I use to follow them with my eyes on the crack
My voice waves knowing all that I lack
Sad to say but I think I'm turning out like my dad

I do my best but never wanted you
It's fucked up
But it's easier than telling the truth
You fucked up
You were just someone there to use

Loves not real

Let's avoid a serious conversation
Keep the mood light so there's no miscommunication
Can you guess the color of my eyes
Here's a hint, the lies are no longer white