"Sjdd" lyrics

Fine I'll tune in I guess
But it's been stuck on the same channel
And I think it's fuckin' broken
And the years it gave
Gave way to another
Where I just couldn't stay sober

Blacked out halfway in the garage
Shit spilling out of the place I call home

Living in a box
Never worked a single day
I've got bills that only drug money pays

I'm going out so I left a bag in the shoe
I'm gone now and I'm not coming back for you

I've got nothing left to think about
So I think about this
And how I'm not like him
Or how I'm just like them

I thought I could change
But I'm stuck the same
Wanting to die every day
Wishing god was in my name
But losers my name
And drugs are my game
They're the only reason I came