"Fix" lyrics

Thought I would never
Catch myself fanning the flames
'Cause I made a promise
I catch myself breaking again
Reckless like the way that I string you along
I play out the ways that it could all go wrong
I stood no, defense, never made, any sense
But you've become my fix
Yeah, you've become my fix
I haven't got enough
Some things will never
Be the same between us
It's what we get when we live a little fearless
It's almost like a promise to me and you
That lust can do whatever it wants to
And it's so
Reckless like the way that I say what I mean
And opposites attract
You know that I can't read your mind
If you don't say a thing
I tried but
I stood no, defense, never made, any sense
But you've become my fix
Yeah, you've become my fix
I haven't got enough

And I could've said
Exactly what I think
Exactly how I feel
But of course I held my tongue
It's never been so real
I'm closer to that place
Watch myself change
See what it's like to be scared
I'm so done with being afraid
Stay up all night, we're just talking
Get home, I stare at the ceiling
Here's the honest truth
No matter what I tried
I stood no, defense, never made, any sense
But you've become my fix
Yeah, you've become my fix
I stood no, defense, never made, any sense
But you've become my fix
Yeah, you've become my fix
I haven't got enough