"Your Confession" lyrics

Why is everyone I know fucking failing me?
Why does anything I try make it so much worse?
Then when I just found out I was all alone all along
I should've told you that I'm half closed off
That I expect more than half of-

Your confession
Not that you owe me a thing
So I'm keeping it within
I swear I'll never learn my lesson
Because it's deeper than the skin
I know you believe in him
But I swear I wanna-

I don't hate you, but I hate myself
I hate this hand that I've been dealt
And now I never ask for help
Be a man (Be a man), and just keep yourself together
Do you wish you could be better? Yeah
'Cause boys don't cry, don't show those tears in your eyes

Your confession (Your confession)
Not that you owe me a thing
So I'm keeping it within
I swear I'll never learn my lesson
Because it's deeper than the skin
I know you believe in him
But I swear I wanna-

The more I push, the more you pull me away (Pull me away)
I can't believe we act this way
I can't believe we act this way
And after everything I said I would do
I'm walkin' 'round in circles
I'm following you
And it feels like the more I try, the more that I lose (More that I lose)
I thought I knew you better
I thought I knew you

Your confession (Your confession)
Not that you owe me a thing
So I'm keeping it within
I swear I'll never learn my lesson (Learn my lesson)
Because it's deeper than the skin
I know you believe in him
But I swear I wanna-

This is deeper than the skin
So I'm keeping it within
Never learn my lesson
Yeah, I swear I'll never learn