"BETTER DAYZ" lyrics

I want a world where we got no hurt
It's such a shame
That everybody know the worst
Instead the best be the first
And still I push here to keep together
Undoubtedly under the weather
My emotion severed
Killing me softly
I can feel my heartbeat decreasing
And every 3 months, here comes a new
Depression season
I'm steady binging
'Til I'm lifeless with the iv pumpin
"Just give me something"
Said my momma as she
Cries above me
Goddamn
I made a promise to myself
That I can't be the man
My father was
Fucked up
Cold like a winter mornin
When was your blood ever unimportant?
Your own son yet you still ignoring?
Fuck you nigga
Yea whatever
Let's get to it
Focus on what's better
"Someday, yea maybe someday"
But I know you'll never
Come back
It's such a shame that I never got that
In my head when I think way back
I just wanna see the better dayz
I just wanna get away
Better dayz
No more pain