"IUSED2LOOKUP2U" lyrics

I used to look up to you
And now that I know the truth
I could never get my life back
Wasted time thanks to you

Now I don't know what do
Cause all my life
I been fooled
Believing you were someone
I should have been coming to

I used to look up to you
And now that I know the truth
I could never get my life back
Wasted time thanks to you

Now I don't know what do
Cause all my life
I been fooled
Believing you were the one
Wanted to be like you

It never used to be this complicated
I'm fueling off my complacency
And I waited to see that you weren't there for me

What the fuck I'm supposed to do
I'm just a kid
Needing love but I got the truth

You know
Nothing the same

I can't complain

But

You were so cold
Hard to remember the days
When I look back
There's something but nothing that I cannot change
Still you been a coward for that

Look at me now
Hope you so proud
But fuck you for walkin away
And I mean that

No blood
No love
Only this knife
You left in my back

In my back
Feel this pain
Push away
Stay the same

I know you'll never
Wake up
Its like you're dead
To
Me

Don't come back
Feel that pain
Stay away
Cause you won't change
You're fuckin dead
To
Me

(It never used to be this complicated)

(Now that's changed
Now that's changed
Not no more)

What the fuck am I supposed to do

I used to look up to you

I used to look up to you
And now that I know the truth
I could never get my life back
Wasted time thanks to you

Now I don't know what do
Cause all my life
I been fooled
Believing you were someone
I should have been coming to

I used to look up to you
And now that I know the truth
I could never get my life back
Wasted time thanks to you

Now I don't know what do
Cause all my life
I been fooled
Believing you were the one
Wanted to be like you

You were so cold
There's something but nothing that I cannot change
Still you been a coward for that

Look at me now

No blood
No love
Only this knife
You left in my back