"blueprints" lyrics

Pristine, the life I'm dreaming of
Just more than comfortable, my sanctuary
But I can't wake up
Blueprints and best-laid plans
The lines across your hands
No, they don't prove nothing anymore

Looks like I'm done
Open the door, and you will find me
But only slightly off the floor
I wanted more, but you were beside me
Not seeing it through

Fearful, I'd entertain that thought
Just for a moment, but yeah, my heart stopped beating

Looks like I'm done
Open the door, and you will find me
But only slightly off the floor
I wanted more, but you were beside me
Not seeing it through

Catch me, through your fingers I'm crumbling
Terminal velocity
Don't pick up the pieces anymore

Looks like I'm done
Open the door, and you will find me
But only slightly off the floor
I wanted more, but you were beside me
And you were holding tightly
Not seeing it through